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| February 20, 2004 || 4:26 p.m. |

Ooh shit I am scared. I checked my bank account & I hate the way they process things. There was a way it could have been processed where only one or two transactions were in the overdrawn thing. But noooo. I had over 200 dollars of overage charges bringing my grand total to �400 dollars!!!! What the fuck am I going to do? That damned payday loans, why did I do it again? Cause I didn�t get my deposit back in time & I needed the $$ for bills. Damn it. I am financially retarded. I had the highest GPA in the entire business department in High School yet in real life I am fucking stupid.

I�m going to have to start selling my Betty Boop Dansbury Mint Collection to get out of this crap. My next check will take me out of the red but after paying rent I will be right back to zero for another two weeks. Let me see.
2/27/04 - Payday � brings balance to zero and then maybe up to � ahh fuck! After paying back the negative amount I am 59 dollars short of my rent. I am so fucking retarded! That�s even with the overtime pay that I factored in. I wish I had had over time this week. Shit!

I can�t call my dad again & I certainly can�t call my mom either; I need to figure something out bad. I hate $$. Even if I got a 2nd job tomorrow I wouldn�t get a paycheck in time. Maybe I can sell something on ebay. I don�t even know what to sell other then my Betty Boop stuff. When my grandma bought me the collections she had said that I could sell them if I ever found myself in a tight spot, but I had also reassured her that I would never find myself in that kind of position & here I am 5 yrs later � stuck.

Ooh and to top it all off I just received this letter from my fucking bastard lying ass ex roommate!

Angel,

This is a confirmation that your deposit of $50 had been refunded to you. The returned check written on the memo is not in my handwriting and I did not indicate that it was 1/4th of the deposit. Cashing this check shows acceptance of the returned deposit. I did not appreciate the threatening phone message you left regarding California law pertainnig to returned deposits after you had all ready cashed the check.

The remaining month of January's bills were not paid. Your share of the bills would have been approximately $63.

In the lease we had both signed and agreed to, you were responsible to pay $ 650 for a deposit of which you only paid $200. The lack of a deposit is the reason for termination of the lease and the continuing damage caused by your at.

Torin you cat had damaged my couch so that I am unable to sell it (I believe I could have received $150). I have had to clean the carpets thoroughly due to cat dander. The bead curtain is also damaged due to Torin's games. I had to also change the locks on the door since you had a copy of the keys that you had threatened not to return.

Thanks,
Sandeep Shah

Everyone said he'd do this. I have never read such FUCKING BULLSHIT in all of my fucking life! Any one know a lawyer that can do me a favor? I have witnesses to verbal abuse & the real reason I terminated the lease. I am fuming!

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