l Obsessed with The Reason l

| May 03, 2004 || 1:56 p.m. |

Today�s scope: After weeks of feeling stuck, a touchy matter will finally resolve itself. Does this mean you're off the hook, for anything you said in the past? Nope. But it does mean you'll have an easier time apologizing.

Weekly Horoscope: Mondays never seem too alluring, but as the day wears on this one will be a superstar -- and so will you. You'll have that hottie eating out of your hand, and if it's the same hottie who's been by your side for a while, so much the better. Keep the spirit and stay generous with your heart midweek; remember, emotional stinginess never got anyone the love of their life. By Friday your openness could be rewarded with a very sweet response. Old issues or exes might rear their none-too-pretty heads over the weekend. Watch out for finding yourself back where you started -- think future, not past.

Monthly romance: The first seven days of May are your idea of romantic heaven. Mutual surrender equals shared control on the 2nd and 3rd. A role reversal or position change on the 4th gives you a few days of full, deep experience. Personal slaves turn into devil's advocates on the 8th. Is this really the prospective partner you want the family to meet on Mother's Day? From the 10th through 12th the sensual present means more than some shared future. But on the 13th you wonder if you're paying for your haste. If so, this is just a warning shot in a fight that doesn't have to happen. Between the 15th and 19th the other person runs you in circles until you're wrapped around his or her little finger. Although you're ready to promise anything by the 20th, your lover informs you that you passed the test. Relief fades to doubt on the 22nd and 23rd. Exactly what did you surrender? But by late on the 24th it's clear that the roller coaster ride is over. This is true love, and you're truly equal. Your month ends in the same spiritual, sensual fog in which it began. You're happy to forget that anything strange ever happened

I had a great weekend but ruined it at the last possible moment. I am not going to get into it but let�s just say I once again turned into Ms. Dramaqueen � emotional freakshow. My poor honey. * sigh *

We saw Godsend & Kill Bill Vol. 2 this weekend; both are amazing movies, definitely worth seeing in the theater. I don�t know what else to write. I�m sick to death of this damn fucking place.

Was at a taping of MTV�s The Buzzz last night w/ my Boo & best friend LBG. Got to meet the baby�s daddy which was cool. The night was interesting & ended up bad, well not too too bad but a lot of tears were shed. Sympathy tears perhaps? I think we might be emotionally psychically linked or something.