l Last night in Washington l

| October 28, 2004 || 9:44 p.m. |

Did you see that lunar eclipse? I tried my best to take a picture of it [check the moblog link to the left]. I am so lucky to have been driving through Seattle on a beautiful clear night, sucks for those in Cali, S could't see what I had text him about hence the pic.

This week definitely went by just as fast as I thought it would but then of course as it flew by I wanted it to slow down. I went to sing at the local dive on Tuesday and it was dead...but I got to sing a ton of songs. Then yesterday I went to the Tulalip Casino to sing there and my Aunt watched me for 4 songs on of which was even a duet with a comedian. Troy, was hilarious & not bad singing sonny for "I got you babe". He kept buying me drinks and even invited me to a bar down the street after the karaoke was done. He is really sweet & well I am not one to just go to bed when I have an offer for more drinks and laughter. So I met up with him at the dive. He had to get a place near by [which I hope he did safely] since he lives in Portland & was only in the area for his gig. We danced, did shots & he even invited me to go on a 2 week cruise to the bahamas next week with him. We had a 'connection' as he put it. I do have to admit I was flattered & intrigued myself but I love Suisse dammit - not too mention I don't have a passport nor the money to be able to afford to get one in time. He kept trying to get to me to go back to his room for another drink but I ain't no easy sleazey comedian fucker. But I did take his card and I do plan on giving him a call sometime to make sure he made it back to Portland alive.

I think S has been missing me too. I've been getting quite a few text messages & even emails about little things that mean something to 'us' but the other day I responded to one saying that I wouldn't be in California at the end of the month of November and then he replied really short and then nothing else since. I knew he'd start missing me, but I think that me moving to Texas now is the best thing for 'us' and myself. I look forward to talking to him when I return [as I gather my things & open my presents - FINALLY!]. I want him to understand [if indeed what I think is true], that he can still 'be' while I am in Texas. It can give him the space that he needs, give us a healthy appetit for missing one another, both of us to appreciate our time that we would be able to spend together [weekend visits] until both he & I are in the places we want & need to be before he moves down and we move forward.

Wow, I will be home by Saturday night. I almost can't believe it now. I have so much I need to do once I return - I'm also down to my last few dollars while I still need to pay Bill the final rent I owe him. Damn, what luck is that? But I am so looking forward to finally getting my mail & opening all of those boxes that are waiting for me at S's!

xoxoxoxoxox, angel