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| November 15, 2004 || 10:47 p.m. |

Cross your fingers for me folks; I have my interview tomorrow at my older brother's ultra conservative, Christian based construction company tomorrow. Ya sounds like I am doomed right from the start but it's money so I think I can hold my opinions to myself... I hope. We'll see.

I went out Saturday night in hopes of finding the next "cheers", I'll have to keep on searching. That place was geriatric central. With a name like Star Lounge I was so thinking Star 98.7 star lounge... ert wrong! Back to my list of ten other places around this area. The cute little cocktail waitress all of 4' 9", recommended a couple places I had on my list so I will have to try those out before my friend gets here on Thursday.

Yup, I said that right folks, he'll be here on Thursday! I'm kind of nervous to be honest. I haven't been with anyone other then S in a long, long time. It's just a strange thought. I invited my little brother to go out with us at least one night but he is dead set against going to bars. He's fucking 21 years old. I think it's just because his 46 yr. old married British girlfriend doesn't like the idea of being anywhere he can meet women his own age. All I want is to hang out with my little brother for one night, but noooo he just doesn't find bars all that interesting or fun. What a bunch of bullshit. Whatever.

I also invited my older brother and his wife to go with us to a place she had mentioned they like to go. It has a karaoke bar as well as three other rooms you can go into: dancing 80's, a cage room & a piano bar type thing. All we have to do is find them a babysitter. I would hope that for one night out while my friend is visiting at least either my grandparents or my mom would be kind enough to offer but time will tell I suppose.

My mom is making an offer on a bigger house. I haven't even been living w/ her for two weeks and they are all ready looking at moving into somewhere more expensive and a lot bigger by the end of the year. I need a job and paycheck quick! Now the deal is they couldn't afford to move me down here and help me pay my bills so I am stuck without the money to make my car payment for this month as well as possibly having to help them move if I don't have a place by the time escrow closes. I plan on using my first paycheck as a deposit for an apartment. My problem is just getting to that first paycheck. The fruitful interview I had on Thursday isn't proving to be as fruitful as I had initially thought. My senior specialist whatever has been in jury duty since Friday so I have no idea if the company she faxed my resume to is interested in an interview. I need something ASAP. Wish me luck! xoxoxoxxoo, angel