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| February 08, 2006 || 1:08 p.m. |
Funny how horoscopes can be so accurate, huh? I'm going to go easy on ya, no worries. I'm a little more settled and not so giggly giddy girlie gone boy crazy today. I have a tendency of being a little melodrama (yeah I know you're all saying "you melodramatic? never! you can shut up at anytime), but I am going to do my best to stay more grounded. Ya, grounded sounds like a good word. I have so much going on in my life and I will not do the typical schedule your life and all it's events around the phone call or plans of a boy/guy/man (whatever he is). I am living my life for me, period.
Sorry for that little rant just some crap that I had to write. It's not PMS, perhaps it's just me being melodramatic and overly rational/analytical.
I pulled or strained a muscle during practice the other night. I thought I had maybe bruised the right side of my tailbone but the way it feels I think it's more of a muscular thing. Totally sucks cause I can't scrimmage with everyone and I feel like a fucking slacker not participating, especially during a league practice. Well even more so since we had HD TV there with all their cameras taking video and still pics then interviewing some of the vets. What a fuck nut I am but there's nothing I can do but stretch, ice and apply heat to it so it can heal. I just better be able to practice come Sunday.
With all of this activity lately I still have not removed all my belongings from my old apartment and I still need to clean it as well. It's not so much a lazy thing rather a tired and alittle more pre-occupied then normal. I plan on getting some, if not all, of it done directly after work. I don't think I'll end up getting it all put away tonight. If my plans go through then I don't even know if I'll be able to get it all unloaded from my car. The DDD Traveling Team is having a fundraiser tomorrow night and it's a Kamkazi Karaoke type event so tonight the bar I've been going to lately is having Karaoke and I am so there. Mr. Conundrum (the newbies name, we'll call him Conun for short), wanted to go too but as of our brief conversation last night I am left a little unsure as to what the plans are. He was helping a friend out last night so he did not get to make it over. I guess it's all for the best since I needed sleep and would have probably tried to jump him (slow down girl, take a step away from the intimacy!). Tell ya one thing for sure meeting him kicked my sex drive back in commission. So much so that I've actually started 'bating again! I know. It's been seriously too long since I've been in that habit again but she's baaack!
I think I am getting a puppy too. A friend of mine from California lives out here and at her place of employment they have a little pup named Fiona, that needs a home. I think she's a black lab pup but I don't know for sure. I have to find some time to run all the way out there and check her out. Fiona is not bad for a puppy name but if I do take her then I'd rename her Luna. I like that one better. Okay I'm bored and I don't know what else to write. The Showroom director told me to expect a phone and an email later so I guess that is when I will find out when I'll be starting and all the fun details. I do need to know soon what day I will have off and I'd like it to be confirmed that I am going so I can go talk to X and ODS about resigning or cutting back the schedule...a lot.
| Deeper | throughts | Remembered |
I want her to want me I need for me to not want her - November 08, 2012
T.r.o.u.b.l.e is A.n.g.i.e. - November 06, 2012
So much has changed - October 29, 2012
Set in Stone - January 10, 2012
A lil teasing is considered foreplay. - December 21, 2011