l A brain fart exploded today... they are searching for survivors as we speak. l

| Friday, Sept. 06, 2002 || 11:20 p.m. |

I am getting worried. I spoke with Milwaukee over two hours ago and he said that he was in for the night and going to get ready for bed and that he'd call me before he went to bed... Two hours ago. Why did he have to tell me about his new neighbor? She is cute and 28, lives directly below him. She drove him to Jazz in the Park and went with him and comictheatre... He was wasted last night, doesn't remember getting home and barely remembers talking to me... No wonder he kept falling asleep last night.

He is not answering his phone, I have left him a text message too and nothing. I am really worried... Why did he have to tell me about her. Now my mind is going in directions that I did not want it to go. I am paranoid and getting really jealous... I am going mad... what the hell is wrong with me?