l Dirrty Grrl l

| Tuesday, Feb. 25, 2003 || 2:56 p.m. |

Okay my entire thoughts today are swarming around the HBO special I saw last night called SIZE MATTERS: A REAL SEX XTRA. I found most of it very intriguing. It was a five-part show if I recall correctly.

~ whoa! Lots of men, women �swinging� their shit around & just a giant orgy.

~very appealing except for the fact that all the members are wrinkly, old , ugly & mostly overweight.

~can we say �huge shlongs�? I am not partial to black men not because I am a racist but just my preference�

~ now this is something I am curious to know where it is going on & how does one even get involved in� None of my lesbian friends tell me about these kinds of shindigs! Did I miss that sign up sheet at the last gay pride? This �bi� girl is feeling extremely left out in the dark!

I�ve attended a couple drag king shows but most of the womyn �packing� there are a little too scary-dykish for me, but the women on this show were hot & femme! I am missing out of some serious fun. Not that I would really participate in a huge group activity or anything. Well I don�t know so I might, but I�ll never know unless given the opportunity right? I�ve done worse I suppose.

~ Hmm interesting. I suppose if you have 5 grand to toss on anything why not get a life size silicone woman to have your way with? They look real enough. Not my thing but can�t knock it.

It surprises me greatly that HBO will show people masturbating themselves, one another and all this stuff for the sake of a documentary but not show fiction porn. Real life sex is okay but not specifically made for erotic pleasure porn. Skinamax shows the soft-shit that ryan8-5cut agrees with me on the fact that it sucks shit! I maybe a girl but when I see porn I want it �hard and wet and messy and dirty� (to quote Ryan verbatim �thanks).

Ahh, the joys of sex & perversion. Gotta love it!

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