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| Friday, Sept. 06, 2002 || 12:16 a.m. |

Can I just forwarn everyone that I am just a lil tipsy tonight?

I have been moving all week long from Milwaukee to California and I am still in Arizona. Remind you I left early Monday morning.

Milwaukee and I have been talking about our lives together and the mistakes that we have made along the way. Trust me if I haven't told you everything by now then you may never fully understand... Besides the point... I miss him more than life itself... Is that possible you say after all that we have been through? More than you could ever imagine!

I can not live without hearing his voice at least once a day. I can not fathom a life without making love to him at least over the phone and in my imagination at that. I need his touch, to feel his love wash over me. I should not be writing right now... I am too tipsy...

I will be back in california tomorrow and I will be more sober then to tell y'all about this miserable trip.

My mom's boyfriend is a possessive, perverted, male chaffinistic, power hungry, arrogant, faggot asshole...

That is all I will say for now... Good night.