l Roommate wanted? l

| Tuesday, Apr. 01, 2003 || 7:33 p.m. |

Today was soo much better than yesterday... Thank Gawd!

I don't have by way of comments today. I washed my car & damn it, it looks like it might fucking rain! Go figure.

Rent is due today, my roommate can't really give me all of her share & I have a feeling she won't be around too much longer. She is a sweet heart, a total doll but I really don't mind having my place back to myself. I miss my nights of random soft, mild or hard core pornography & masterbation. I would like to be able to have phone sex, regular or extra-kinky sex when ever I want to without worrying if she can hear it or even if it bothers her. If this were a two bdrm then none of this would be a problem, even if the bathroom was in neutral, non invasive spot it would be much easier to deal with. Or sometimes if we even had another fucking t.v so I didn't get stuck watching the mindless crap on mtv that I even I don't like or the Disney channel. I'd rather know that my mom is helping me with my rent/bills because I know it will be there, is guaranteed and I don't feel like I am obligated to ask for it.

I would like to continue being friends with her but the sharing a one bedroom roommate thing I can handle seeing it go.

*alright that is enough*