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| Sunday, July 21, 2002 || 9:54 pm |

I have made much process on the home front. I finally opened my heart and poured my soul on to the coffee table for some discussion. I have to say that I feel a lot better about us now. We are going to survive and I was doing a majority of the damage by not communicating my feelings with him. Instead I was talking to myself and everyone here in this cyber space. The only problem we still have is monetary. I feel as though he is a lil selfish on that regard. All of his bills HAVE to get paid while mine get well neglected. I know that I have no money coming in but geez� we are a couple and we are suppose to help each other out rather than just looking after our own asses.